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Starting offApr 17th 2011 So I feel like I am just a big, fat ugly beast! What the hell is happening to me and do I have the self control to get my shit together and lose some serious weight? This is crazy! When sis I get this big and what the fuck was I doing? Not giving a damn about myself, that's for sure! I gotta work at this! Gotta do something! I can't keep living like this! Gotta do something drastic!! I just don't wanna get on one of those fad diets!! Because I'm just gonna get fat again and that's crazy! I can't afford to add MORE weight to this! Weight loss and no money! Ok I'm gonna have to make this work! |